Part 9: Missing Moments

Everyone else in the world can understand me, except Nithya!! I thought why is it only me? I reached Nithya's home and handed over the letter and told her it was not a love letter and left her place with out uttering a word.Where are you going Ram? You are all packed with lots of luggage? she was like stream of questions but my mouth was tied up hoping something else.

All set to go? Sam brought me back from continuous chain of my thoughts from the past to the current world... I wondered how I remember each little minute I spent with her,the moment I met her, the moment our messages started, spending time together...I looked at Sam and said "except for one thing!" he was puzzled and asked what it was? " I am just moving away from Nithya leaving my heart here Sam."

I know man, how it feels for you now, but you will be back with loads of happiness!!my words will come true... saying this Sam bid me goodbye!!

Now I am in flight fingers crossed not knowing where my life will lead me to.I called up Srinivasan sir and told him that I handed over letter to Nithya which says I will never be part of her life from now. He wished me Good Luck and asked me to be cool.

I hope that all wishes will come true and I will have a splendid life with Nithya ahead. I am on the way to Mumbai for a company training for 3 weeks.Staying away for little long time from your loved ones with out any contact not even single word...will make you miss the person most...I know it is hell for me with out seeing her, listening to her sweet voice..her happiness, anger everything make me remember her all over again...but to know, how it feels to her I should stay away from her...that was the idea Srinivasan sir has suggested me and I implemented first part of it by putting my words in rude manner in her letter.

I planned this trip as surprise to Nithya earlier(I was so damn sure that she will accept my LOVE and this would be our first trip together)...I hated even the thought of staying away from her...but I don't have an other option now.

First day in Mumbai...far away from her...I kept on checking mobile phone expecting messages from her...then my brain said "you are an idiot, you changed your number and have not shared with her and asked Sam also not to give any of your details...how can she reach you?"

Work...I never felt work will soothe me like a drug...I worked like a maniac...I forced myself to work for 12 hours so that at least my body would get tired physically and will allow me to sleep...Somehow I managed mornings...but it was the nights that killed me with her thoughts..it did not allow me to sleep ...Every night I keep thinking of her, the wonderful time we had together..how other guys were jealous when I took her in bike...they make smile and worry at same time.

If "I miss you" are the 3 words which state my feelings...those words are small and not enough to say her...how badly I want her with me.

I forced myself for a typical routine for next 3 weeks...I get up at 5 A.M...I will make tea for myself... do some basic warm up exercises...head towards a park and run...run until all pain goes out of my body in the form of sweat...run until my feet gets hurt and dominates my mental stress... come back get ready and back to office, work like hell and get back to room and doze off, not giving time for my brain to think.

Even with this tough routine...I get up in the middle of the nights and search for her around and realize she is not reachable to me..my eyes get wet and doze off.

Finally the three deadly weeks passed and now I am on the way back to Banglore..this time I am not expecting anything because all my expectations earlier had failed very badly...But I know my buddy Sam will be there to receive me in the airport.

To my surprise I found Nithya staring at me and I could not find Sam anywhere. I picked my baggage and went straight to her and said "Hi Nithya"

She is angry...her eyes says everything...she will at least say I miss you... is what I was thinking...instead she slapped me!!!


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Part 8: An idea can change our life??

You are just a friend Ram...I could not handle this words from her...I didn't know what to do...I was  worried...thinking how to change her I slept off...

I got up with the alarm as usual..I had Good Morning message from Nithya too...I was happy seeing her message after yesterday discussion...we went for jog...but I was not like before...that eagerness to see her...that excitement to speak with her still remains the same in my heart but I was not ready to show her my feelings...it tore me apart every time she called me friend...I can never be her friend even in my wildest dreams...

She found out that I was not normal...I behaved strange...I did not respond to her properly....Whats with you Ram?Cant you be like before? she asked me...I just smiled...that smile was like "I am dying inside but I act as if nothing happened, kind of smile." Later I didn't utter a word till I reached her home..she asked me to get inside...I just said bye and left.

She messaged me..Ram you are always my best friend..please remain the same, I cant see you sad because of me..I don't want this to happen to the special person in my life just because of me.

I felt throwing the mobile far away and shout "Nithya..you are not my friend..You are my life...but I don't want to keep on repeating the same thing to her...rather I did not reply to her message."

The same cafeteria which felt so beautiful with her presence, now lost the charm with her words...she took so much effort to make me happy again..I did not want to hurt her more...so I started behaving normal with her...

I took her out for lunch...we had nice food and she asked for an ice cream with all excitement like a kid and we ordered for one..she selected all the flavors and sauces for it...it turned out colorful and delicious...it is her touch that makes everything get a life...she has some magic around her...we did not sit inside the ice cream parlor...rather we went outside and sat on the steps speaking and laughing...those moments that I spent with her still plays before my eyes...

We spent so much time that we did not even notice time and it was late to office...latter I told "Nithya we are getting late"....she saw time and got tensed and scolded me sweetly...I would never know time when I am with you Ram...I did not leave any moment to tell her it is LOVE and not friendship..then I told her this is LOVE Nithya and I am not blessed by God to enjoy this moments whole heartedly because you have not realized the chemistry between us. she became angry..she showed it through her expressions...that was enough for me and I could not say other word...that was the first time I was seeing her angry on me...we both left to office...I did not message her and even she did not.

Next 2 days we did not see each other...in between she sent me a message saying she was not well and want to take rest...I wanted to meet her and take her to doctor and stay with her...but I know if I go there, things will get more worse and she will be annoyed. So I controlled myself very badly not to see her or message her...but I was very much worried about her health inside..I got complete details of her health every now and then from Neha...Thank God, Neha did not take me wrong...I disturbed her many times to ask about Nithya.

I continued going for jog alone...Srinivasan met me and enquired about Nithya, I told him that she was not well...I was just existing in the world as it was my duty to live...the old man was very concerned about me...he put his arm around my shoulder and said "Son,think of me as your dad and tell me whats worrying you from so long...you don't seem to be happy..", I did not wanted to trouble this man life with my problems..so I said nothing sir...I am just tired.

He smiled and looked at me and said I have seen more life than you, my son...I cant promise you to solve your problems but I can definitely help you to my best...I did not have any other choice and told him everything...like how I met Nithya..how I proposed her...how she told me I am her friend and every small thing that I had gone through in my life with Nithya...he listened to every word in patience...

He started speaking"I have a solution for your problem..but it is very difficult to implement and he looked at me, I was very eager to know about the solution...he then continued Nithya is very lucky to have you in her life Ram, I can see the LOVE you have for her in every word you said about her...Don't worry she is all yours and he smiled."

I felt very much better after talking to Srinivasan...I didn't know what was his solution but he has seen more life than me, he has gone through so many things that I don't even know would exist...such kind of person saying Nithya will be mine made me feel better and soothing.

Then I spoke with him for long time and finally I was satisfied and was ready to implement what he said...I thought to myself at least this would work out and Nithya will feel my LOVE and I thanked him for spending half of his day for me and I dropped him home and reached my room.

What did Srinivasan suggest Ram?Did it work out??

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Part 7: Love????!!!!:):(

"I Love you too Ram" I want to see you right now and tell you how much you mean to me!!I do not want this wonderful moment to go with messages..." my phone blinked with message and it was the happiest part of my life...I could not hold that happiness any more...I smiled like an idiot, danced, jumped around and was in Nithya's home in 5 minutes.

She was waiting for me out side and she started blushing seeing me. She took me in holding my hand. All this days her touch was creating sensation only in me but now I am sure it is same for her too and that made me luckiest person in the world.

We hugged each other and I whispered "I love you" in her ears...She did not speak for a moment...I badly wanted to listen those 3 magical words from her...I again said "Nithya I love you"...She kissed me on forehead and presented me a gift.

I was very eager to open it when I was about to open she said "You mean world to me Ram...I love you " we both were in happy tears...after childhood tears came out of my eyes and I was happy about it...Moments like this can never come back, they are unerasable and took special place in my heart and memory too.

I curiously opened the gift pack and it was our first picture clicked together in which I was staring at her very badly that it was so obvious for anyone who look in to that picture will get to know that I feel she is mine. I was actually shocked how she got this picture it was actually taken by Sam accidentally when we all went out as a gang and even I did not know that he had taken this pic untill he showed it me.

There came the other surprise at backside of photo "I know you love me from the moment I met you Ram...because it happened with me too"

Now this was a sweet surprise to me that Nithya was also in Love with me all this days...I just looked in to her eyes and they told me so many unsaid feelings she have for me and I kissed them...

Wake up Wake up....My alarm started ringing...I got up suddenly and turned it off and said to myself...it was just a dream!!!

I wished my dream would come true and I eagerly checked my phone inbox and whatsapp for her messages. There was nothing..not even the Good Morning message she sends me every morning...I was worried, confused  but was confident that Nithya will accept my LOVE. There must be some strong reason for her not to message me..may be, like in my dream she wants to convey her acceptance in real.

I messaged her Good Morning...what about jog today?

Nithya: Good Morning Ram

Me: Not well?

Nithya: No am fine

Me: Shall I start to your home?

Nithya: Yeah we will go for jog

Me: okay...will be there in few minutes

After this short conversation I got ready quickly thinking why she did not get this topic at all, for which I was waiting eagerly.

I was there in her home. She was ready by that time and was waiting for me outside...I said Hi and we started.

we got in to the same park...She was talking, talking and continuously saying something but I was thinking, yes! next minute she will speak about it..next minute..next minute...Minutes went on to half n hour but still she did not speak about it. Soon we finished of jogging and rested on the bench and I was having water, then came Srinivisan and said Hi to both of us...I used to wish this man very happily everyday from the day he introduced himself to us on first day in park...today I was getting restless and just said Hi to him...I think he understood that I was not in good mood .Nithya as usual spoke very happily to him and wished the old man to have a nice day.I was still dreaming about her response then she called me Ram...I turned eagerly and she said shall we leave...Disappointment...it started surrounding me like a friend.I just said yes and we both reached her home.

she asked me to get in, to have honey but I was sure that if I get in, I will speak about my letter to her...then I thought "Ram... she is a girl and she need some time to say Yes...it is a life changing decision"

I said "I will catch you in the office"  and I left.

Till I reached office I was rewinding every moment I spent with her. Every second I spent with her was like party to me then I wondered if she felt the same. To know about all this I have to wait till lunch. I called up Sam and said I will take Nithya out for lunch and will talk to her in peace. He wished me luck.

I messaged Nithya asking shall we go out for lunch? She replied saying she was busy with work and can not come. I replied back "k", after that we did not speak. I was scared that she may say No to me and I scolded myself for being in such a hurry to propose her.

Other side of me was saying she is planning for a surprise to you dude as you got in dream...I did not know which side of me to believe but my heart chose second one...soon my brain was saying she does not love you..if she did...she would have let you know by now...idiot stop dreaming about her and concentrate on your work....

Occupied by so many thoughts no human being can concentrate on work...I reached to my lead and took an off, saying I was not feeling well and left office.

I was expecting a message from Nithya asking why I did not join for lunch with them but nothing of that sort happened. I could not hold all this in, for long time... it was like it would burst out of my heart any minute.

I waited till the time she generally reaches home and messaged her if I can call her?

I did not get a reply...I went crazy and called her up...to my bad luck she did not pick the call...

Almost after an hour she called me back and I did not know that I was very rude to her...as soon as I picked the call...I said "where the hell  are you and why you are not replying to my messages and not picking my calls"

I think she was shocked to hear such rude tone of mine for the first time with her but I could not help it, I did not knew what it was and why it was, but I was not in my senses...she said I think you are being different Ram, I will call you latter and cut the call"

She messaged me immediately.."I was in a meeting and had put my phone in silent and checked my mobile just now after reaching home"

After reading that I felt bad...I really felt bad for my rude behavior... and replied back saying sorry :(

She replied "its okay:)"

I thought I had hurt her enough already and I can not irritate her even more and I kept quiet and controlled myself not to message her...but I wanted to make her happy again I still remember the pretty Nithya smiling as soon as she sees me every time and it should never change anytime..

I took a dairy milk silk chocolate and reached her home..I was hiding in pocket to surprise her latter...I went in and said Sorry again..she gave that cutest smile and said "Your are a kid Ram... can not you understand that meetings happen to me also and I should also put my phone in silent"...yeah the words she said were 100% true..then I too smiled and said Sorry again and gave her chocolate...she was happy seeing it,  she exactly eats it like kids with amusement as though she is eating chocolate for the first time and I love it...After finishing the chocolate she said if you get me chocolates like this, I will fight with you every day...I smiled and said I can get chocolates with out fight also and I can not afford to fight again with her and be rude to her...awww that is so sweet of you Ram she said. We spoke for some more time and I left wishing her a very Good night.

 I was lying on my bed thinking about her and dozed off...I woke up in the middle with the fear of losing her in my life...I could not sleep again and tried to call her but my brain said she might be sleeping my heart said you can call her and clarify things and be in peace...My heart won as everytime and I called her up..probably she was sleeping she picked up after long ring...She said hello in a very drowsy way...I felt bad again for waking her in the late night and told her I called to wish her Good night again and kept the phone down. I never behaved like this with any one. If I keep on doing this she might get negativity about me I should stop this and waited till it was morning.

It was morning and I could not wait anymore and after our jog we reached her home and as she was about to enter kitchen I held her hand and said Nithya I love you...she moved away from me and she turned her face to the other side she did not even look at me...I could not bear this any more and I started crying like a kid...then she said the words which any guy in the world can not hear from the girl who he thinks as  her life...probably it happened only with me.. "you are not the right guy for me Ram..you are a good friend to me and best person in my life...but we are not meant for each other..."

I asked her why? she started speaking ...I do not know what made you to think about me in the way you saw me, but I always treated you like a friend, a good friend and I am sorry If me, being little close to you like all other friends created this thoughts to you...

After listening such words from the person whom you treat, they are everything to you..no one can with stand that...and I was no exception, I just left the place with out uttering a word...

I went back to room and hugged Sam and cried. A guy rarely cries but if he does, it might be because of something big...Sam understood that and consoled me. He made me drink water and rest for some time. Later I told him everything. After listening to me patiently he told me "she just have to realize that it is love with you and not friendship Ram and I am sure that she too loves you but may be since she spends most of her time with her friends she is thinking the relationship with you also as friendship" 

I was in very confused state and was very sad with Nithya's words...I did not know how to make her realize that she loves me...I wish no guy in the world gets this phase in LOVE.I still could not come out of her thoughts and words she spoke.


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Part 6: Birthday:)

I was thinking all over my way how to express my love to her...It should be so real and she should believe that I truly love her and it is not flirting or other things...

Then my phone vibrated and it was Nithya's message...

This is the wonderful day in my Life after I lost my parents Ram!!Thank you for everything you did today!!

I was happy because she was happy...I wonder how I changed after falling in love with Nithya...I became exact replica of her...her moods and feelings started reflecting in mine...I think it is power of LOVE!!

I replied back to her saying "It is my pleasure"

Soon the days in park became our daily habits...we both joined badminton classes in the evenings near to office...I was enjoying every moment with her...My mornings started with Nithya's Good Morning messages...Running in the park...having lemon honey in her home...lunch with Nithya and Sam...classes in the evening...she became inseparable in my life...When our feelings are true to heart..time plays a short role...i knew her from only 60 days but she became my Life...

I did not leave even a second of time to spend with her...I wanted to let her know she is special in my life then I realized Nithya likes big messages...I  chose a beautiful card with no wordings but with big hearts in the front page. I started wording it

To The LOVE of My life,

Whenever I see a good movie I imagine you and me...Whenever I feel low, I feel good again because you are there with  me...Whenever I read a quote your image enters in to my thoughts...whenever i see something bad..I pray it never happens with us...

your existence  rises my heartbeat...Your absence causes pain...
Your presence in my life made me responsible and healthy....

If this amazing feel is called LOVE...I am deeply in LOVE with you....

I never knew I would Love someone so much in my life until I met you.
 I promise you that you will be treated as a princess for rest of my life...
 .
Will you marry me?

Lots of Love
Ram

Folding the card safely back in to the cover my hands were trembling...I did not know how she will react after knowing my feelings towards her...but i always see LOVE in her eyes for me...her eyes searches for me even in a big crowd...

That special day to disclose my card to her arrived...it was her Birthday...probably when I was a kid I was excited for birthdays...I never waited even for my birthday like this...I arranged a surprise party to Nithya in my terrace..I invited all her friends. Me and Sam were busy doing arrangements...

I called and  wished her at 12 in the night ....she was so happy with my wishes...I called her up in the morning saying I will pick her to office that day...I went inside her home and waited for her..she was getting ready and asked me to sit for few minutes...I was imagining her in beautiful salwar...but she surprised me wearing a saree...God!!she was adorable and gorgeous...It was very tough time for me to control the urge to kiss her....I was staring at her...She asked "How am I Ram?" I smiled broadly and said "You look amazing". She smiled and gave me sweets...I wished her whole heartedly with small hug  and we started to office.

Nithya was in saree and in my bike..I was calculating number of guys that would be jealous of me:)

I kept on messaging her till evening...I think she might have got the clue that  I like her a lot...

Finally the most awaited evening arrived...I took her to my terrace...lights were all off...as soon as we got in Sam and our gang executed my plan..I had lightend the night with lamps rather than electricity and moon was so perfect at that moment...Nithya cut the cake...we all had our food...They all compelled us to show the dance move we first did in the park(Yes it has become a signature move for me and Nithya). They all wished her and left after full on enjoyment and party...

It was only me and Nithya left over...She was getting tensed as it was getting late night..I assured her I will drop her back home safely and asked her to sit...we both were in the terrace..counting stars and making fun....then she asked me "Where is my birthday gift Ram...you said you have planned something special other than party?" I was waiting for that minute...

I picked up the card and handed it to her looking straight in to her eyes...She was confused and was about to open...Then I held her hand and said "Not now....go home and open it peacefully when I am not around" and I smiled.

She was disappointed for I not letting her open it immediately...but I did not have courage to take in, if she says NO.

Now she was in hurry to leave to read that...she asked me to drop her home immediately..I was excited, tensed, happy and mixed feelings. I dropped her home...wished her Good Night and came back. But I know it wont be a night for me and I will be awake all over the night  for her reply!!


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Part 5: Fun + Fitness = Happiness to the power of infinity

Wake Up Wake Up...I snoozed the alarm and slept off...Snooze worked again...God! it is very hard to get up early...I stepped out of bed with lots of difficulty..I felt so good after brushing and went to terrace...we  have a big tree extended to our terrace and initial Sun rays fell on me and little breeze because of which leaves started moving...what a beautiful morning it was..It has been so long I have seen sun early morning...Because of traveling at 12 in the afternoons I always felt sun was irritating. After my college days I stopped waking up early and now I felt so good witnessing this fresh air.

Good Morning Ram:)

My phone vibrated with Nithya's message. I smiled and messaged her back saying I will reach her home in 5 minutes.

Nithya's home was 5 minutes from my room on foot. I stay with Sam in a apartment.I still didnot have any clue why she called me up so early...when I was about to leave I got a message again from her...Ram put on your tracks and running shoes...

Ohh!! I got the point she called me for a morning walk. whatever it is I should Thank Nithya for makig me see the best morning after such a long time.

I did not have a track and so got in to my shorts which I wear when I go on trekking and put on running shoes and I wore big headphones and started to her home with music in.

I reached her home and wished her Good Morning...she smiled at me like an angel...She was wearing Adidas track suit and pink puma shoes and her hair tied up with a high pony...She was carrying a big water bottle...She called me in...This was the first time I am entering in to her home...I wanted it to be memorable...I have to make her so happy...All this were running in my mind and she brought me back with her words...Ram are you here?? Please get inside home...Then I asked her where we are going..."I always have this habit of running in the parks mornings and now here I don't know any one  and in my old room Neha used to accompany me! Will you take me to the park Ram?" she was asking like a kid...any guy in the world will fall for the child like faces girls make when they want something and I was no exception and I smiled at her and said I would be more than happy to take you anywhere.

We headed to the park near by...one good thing about Banglore is we find in numerous parks almost in meters distance and they give much importance to greenery...We entered in to the park and people of almost all ages ...kids, teenagers, middle agers and especially old people ...we can get to know the age transformations and so many other things seeing all the people at one place. I was wondering how I missed this beautiful place staying here from almost three years near by.

We got inside and started with a brisk walk..."I am sorry for waking you up so early I think you still feel sleepy isnt it Ram?" she asked me . I was completely enjoying the ambiance there and I looked in to her eyes and said "you actually made me see the best place in the world which I ignored from so long" this was the first time I looked straight in to her eyes..her eyes were big and said so many things which words can not say and she seemed to be happy with my answer, she just smiled and that was enough for me.

Then it was time for a jog(enough of brisk walk ) and we started with jog...after one big round of jog I was tiered and started walking again..Nithya "I am running after a long time...this odd shift timings completely made me forget that I was a badminton player in college days and I miss those days very badly"...she was listening to me with much concentration...I love this part of Nithya...whoever it is she listens to them with patience and responds back so well that it makes others to keep continuing the chat with her. Her eyes became big with surprise when I said I was a badminton player during college time...

ohh!!thats great Ram!!! then you can continue it even now...It is never too late to do anything and you can join classes too...she advised me...I smiled at her and said I will think about it.

I asked her what are her interests...she said she likes music and tries to dance every time but she is a bad dancer...then I remembered the day she was waving her hand for the songs when I first saw her and I wanted to tell her about this moment but I preserved this, as it was a secret and I wanted to tell her when I express my LOVE to her.

She likes to spend her maximum time with friends and she lost her parents in an accident when she was in her BE ..I said sorry to her for reminding them...She said she miss them but since it was destiny she is going on with her life.

Now I scolded myself for making her sad and  I wanted to cheer her... I said I will teach her dance!!she was so excited when I said that and I will be very happy if you do that Ram.

I made her enthusiastic saying I will teach her right now and make her realize that she is a good dancer with out her knowing that she is dancing...She could not believe that and thought I was making fun of her..Now her eyes turned out little wide but with anger...I said I was serious

I did put on music out speaker with low tone...The park we were in had maroon and yellow tiles flooring separated like in a chess board. I told her step on yellow tile first and then on maroon alternately initially and I joined her doing it...Then we held arm in arm and repeated the pattern but with a rhythm..our other arms were free in air and we both waved it in the air following the music soon it became an catchy and easy dance move and  half of the people there formed in to pairs and they started doing the sane move we were doing...The music became loud now and I loose my control for good music and Now Nithya is with me it felt to me at that moment that "This is Life".

Soon I did very good moves and Nithya joined me for few steps and I was considered  as a rock start among the crew there. Everyone clapped whistled for our dance.  After dancing for almost 10 minutes I stopped and thanked everyone over there and looked at Nithya feeling so happy.

We sat on a bench there and were having water, a old man approached  us and said "you both danced so well today..keep coming to this place" and introduced himself as Srinivasan.  We thanked him and introduced ourselves to him.

That was awsome Ram!!Thank you so much for making me believe that I can dance!!It really means a lot to me!!Nithya was saying so many words to me...I wanted to hug her and say I can do anything for you Darling!!

"I know you have that zeal in you Nithya that is how I was so confident on you" I was making her feel best. She was so happy so I was and now we reached her home. She asked me to sit and went in to kitchen. I was looking at her house. She had arranged everything so well. I think girls get this in blood,  making things clean and arranging them properly. Nithya was more forward in them.She had put her family pic in the hall and she was adorable in that.

She came out smiling with lemon juice with honey...ah!!that tasted heaven after running and dancing.

I imagined my future with Nithya and she showed me sample of how We would live our lives if we get married. What you will be thinking Ram... suddenly you will get in to day dreaming is it? she said and smiled at me and I smiled back.


We did speak for same time and I started to move. I was seriously thinking of proposing her and was scratching my head on ways and means to do that.


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Part 4: Surprise??

I bugged Sam so many times that he got all the details of Nithya almost with in evening. After 5th call to him he asked me "I do not even know how she looks, how can I find her man?" .It seemed apt because not knowing her, he can not find her details. So as we did not have any choice  but to go to cafeteria and wait for her since it was our rough guess that she will have lunch over there.

Yes,our guess was true and she came to cafeteria not alone but with a bunch of friends and I showed Nithya to Sam. He started seeing other girls too. I punched him in the stomach and scolded him for not concentrating. "You are a lucky fellow, the other girl in yellow salwar is my colleague and seems like she is friend of Nithya...I will get all the details  by evening...and he was uttering something but other words did not reach me "I will get all the details by evening" were playing in  repeat , rewind mode in my ears. "My happiness knew no bounds" I was jumping around!!!

 She joined  here two days ago and was from some other company. She stays alone, independent and very practical girl this is what Neha told me about Nithya. Nithya is friend of Neha from 6 years and they both did BE in same college but got placed in different companies after working there for 2 years she shifted here now. She loves to spend time hanging out with friends and you two are same in adventure drives:)

wowwww!!!I said to myself  I  found an awesome girl in my life(yes I was dreaming about our future imagining we both are going on a drive!!!)

This time Sam demanded for a treat after helping me so much.We celebrated our effort with a beer and loud music dancing in my terrace tonight. My terrace is very special place for all of us.

First impression is the best , I have to impress her!! thoughts poured in and I started becoming nervous. Sam will come with Neha, Nithya and other group of friends to have lunch and I will join them and he will introduce me to all of his friends and so Nithya(that was our plan).

White shirt and a blue jeans,when I wear them I look "Aww!!he is so handsome  for girls" . I took all efforts to look my best. I gelled my hair,  put in a decent perfume  and started riding in my avenger..." you will be jealous baby, a beautiful girl will board you soon I smiled saying it to my avenger(Yeah I call it Baby)"

The time has finally come...We all met during lunch Sam started introducing me one after the other, when he was about to introduce me to Nithya, she  got a call and excused us and left she didnot come back for long time and we finished our lunch...It was the worst moment in my life...All my dreams shattered and I was so disappointed that it showed on my face inspite of trying hard to manage.

I was worried that what all I had planned went in vain. Then it happened,I got a call from new number and I picked up with a dead tone and said Hello....the same sweet voice in phone and I could not believe that Nithya called me!!
 
Sorry Ram I could not talk to you in the afternoon I got an important call and had to attend it...Her words wiped away my disappointment and I asked her how about a coffee...She gladly accepted and I met her in same cafeteria. 

It was same old cafeteria I was going from 2 years...but today it looked so special and beautiful just because of her. I said Hi to her and introduced myself...This is Nithya Sivaraman...you can call me Nithya she said and we both ordered our coffees and sandwiches.

This was my first chance to speak to her alone...All the words I had planned to say her passed through my brain but strangely I could not utter a word before her....Breaking my silence she said I think you are very calm Ram.I just smiled and said I was never like this before.

The best part is she did not take it wrong and made me feel comfortable in few minutes. Then I started with casual questions like where she live and what platform she is working on and so on...Finally after 15 minutes she said it was nice meeting you Ram, see you soon and we both left.

I still wanted to talk to her...talk to her so many things and never wanted it to end...But I did not want to annoy her....I was waiting for the time to pass just to message her in the night...

I sent her 'Good Night :-)" at 10 P.M. She replied almost immediately "you sleep so soon Ram;-)"

It made me smile and then it continued like this.


Me: Not actually..Just wanted to have chat with you...did not know how to start;-)

Nithya: :-)

After that I did not get any reply apart from smiley so I was confused whether to continue my chat or stop it there. Then I got this message

Nithya: What time you get up?

Me: Generally around 10 A.M

Nithya: Can you meet me tomorrow at 6.30 A.M?

Me: Yes Sure..Where can we meet? 

Nithya: And You dont ask me Why I asked you to meet?

Me: Anytime for a pretty Girl like you;)

Nithya: What if I was not pretty;)

Me: Even then I would have met you...

Nithya: Great:) will see you tomorrow then, 6.30 A.M sharp at my home...Good Night for now:)

Me: Good Night..Sweet dreams:)


I was totally filled with thoughts..why she asked me to meet at 6.30 A.M. Girls...even God will take time to understand them I guess...Thinking I dozed off...




Why did Nithya call him?? was it a surprise??  know more in next week:)

Harika Bojanala:)

Part 3: It So Happened!!

It felt to me at that moment, only me and she exists in this whole world. It did not even occur to me that atleast I should know her name and where she works but my stars are good and by God's grace this incident happend.

I just followed her in fascination, not in the senses where I was and what I was doing!!! Then she got in to the lift first, then it was me.She stopped her music...May be her coleague was in same lift and said "Hi Nithya"  Then I knew she was Nithya.

I got a chance to observe her more closely now...She was like perfect meaning of beauty...She was wearing a blue jeans and a pink top with a heavy hand bag...those accessories enriched her beauty.   

She was busy speaking to her colleague and her words were like sweet music to me...The music which gives me happiness, which relieves me from stress kind of music. She reached her floor and moved out...but I was not lucky this time...I realized it when I tried following her this time too and got to know that it was not my office...patting my head my self I was back in lift again.

Now I have only her name with me and her office name and nothing apart from that...My mind started ways to reach her as soon as possible. It brought me back to senses and I called up Sameer...he is my best friend and working in Nithya's office(If at all she really works there or just came in to attend an interview or other purpose)...Sameer picked up the call in the 2nd ring itself...Where are you macha I asked him...Am in office man where else will I be at this time..he shooted me with words in phone..Okay, we have to meet immediately I said and he accepted.

We both work in different offices in the same building but share a common cafeteria...he is best buddy to me and I share  every goddamn thing happening in my Life with him. I was so curious and excited and explained everything to Sam. I even told him I was in LOVE with Nithya.

He was shocked to know that I have fallen in LOVE at first sight....and he like any other good friend advised me to think twice and make myself clear first. I did not wanted to disappoint him and said I will give  a thought about it.

 We are what we are, mostly because of the friends we make and with people we are surrounded by...it is 100 percent true in my life...People in my life till now are my best...My Dad, Mom and sweet little sister and friends. Parties, pubs, adventure drives, movies,music were my world(of course work too;)).

 Soon after discussion,Me and Sam had our tea and left for work. I tried my best to focus on work but thoughts of her did not leave me and it made me restless and more curious to know more about her...

I again called up Sam in the afternoon and asked him if he can find details of Nithya. I know he needs time to find out but I was out of my nerves and was waiting very badly expecting a call from him till evening.

 Ram finally had words with Nithya??... Get to Know more in next week;)

Harika Bojanala